My presence cam be a tricky thing. It is always with you whether you feel it or not. Unfortunately you can’t demand your feelings to change. Start with taking your thoughts captive to obey me, then ask me to help you in any area of unbelief. Meditate on my goodness and promises, practice thanksgiving and you will begin to change the atmosphere within you. Be patient my child. Be still and know I am here and I am.with you, even in the places of darkness and feeling alone.